Sunday 7 January 2018

I Worked Hard For This Body!


So, this week was back to the 5.45am wakeup call for the gym.

Really tough after such a nice two weeks of lying in, eating pretty much what I want, putting off the day when I’d have to work hard to lose it again.

The last year has seen me lose a fair bit of weight. The comments, I guess are nice – ‘oh you’re looking good’ or ‘I thought you were looking trim’. But as I’ve got back into some fitness, I’ve realised a subtle undertone to my responses of ‘thank you’ – ‘yes, I have worked hard for this’.

Early mornings.

Deadly spin classes.

Monotonous laps in the pool.

I’ve worked hard.

I deserve it…

The whole weight-loss fitness thing can have its religious overtones of course. I consult my healthy food ‘Bible’. I might ‘confess’ to my wife if I’ve contravened a ‘2’ day (yes the dreaded 5:2 diet). I try to ‘be good’ but don’t always succeed. I even dress the part in my Ron Burgundy sweatbands (that’s a joke btw). 

Why it’s harder than ever to stay fit


So why is it harder to keep fit nowadays? And why might that fuel my pride in my achievements? There’s probably several reasons, but here’s just two.

The first is our sedentary lifestyle. Technology has led to amazing advances in how we work, but has meant that to stay fit we have to put more effort in, often in our ‘spare time’. In years past, manual work and house work without white goods meant more natural fitness from our daily lives. If we ‘looked good’ then big deal, it’s just what we did; it often didn’t mean extra effort or planning.

A second factor is the rise of sugar and fat-laden foods that are so readily available. We’ve gone from consuming roughly 2 kilos of sugar a year at the end of the 1800s to roughly the same in a week (!). Cheaper and quick-to-prepare/order ready meals, ideal for our fast pace of life, add to the problem.


Performance-driven identity


What’s the problem here? Sure, when I am scoffing my face with these rather tasty Bojangles Christmas chocolates (I’ve got to finish them soon, right!?), I feel good – for a while. But then the guilt and self-loathing begins. And the comparisons – I’ll never be as fit as so and so. Unlike my brother, I’ll never be able to give up chocolate!

And when I’m winning in the gym? I feel good – for a while. And then I start comparing myself to others again. This time, my verdict is that I’m more disciplined, committed….better.

There is such a temptation to let my performance in fitness (but not only there, in so many other arenas too) dictate my identity. To determine who I can look down on to make me feel better…accepted…saved even.

Acceptance-driven identity

This is where the message of Christianity is such good news. We are accepted by God, not because of what we do, but what Jesus has done.

As Tim Keller famously said,
The gospel is the good news of gracious acceptance…Christians who trust in Christ for their acceptance with God, rather than in their own moral character, commitment, or performance, are simul iustus et peccator – simultaneously sinful yet accepted. We are more flawed and sinful than we ever dared believe, yet we are more loved and accepted than we ever dared hope at the same time.’

I don’t have to perform for anyone. My self-worth and identity isn’t dependent on how I look, or how hard I’ve worked, or if I’m fitter than someone else.

As Keller finishes his excellent little booklet ‘The Freedom of Self-Forgetfulness’:
Like (the apostle) Paul, we can say, ‘I don’t care what you think. I don’t even care what I think. I only care about what the Lord thinks.’ And he has said, ‘Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus’, and, ‘You are my beloved child in whom I am well pleased’.

My hard work is a response to the ultimate work Jesus did for me in dying on the cross to free me from pride and find a stable identity, accepted in him. As a Christ-follower, when in the gym, and in life, I can let my acceptance drive my performance – not the other way around.





Monday 1 January 2018

3 Reasons Why So Many Hate The Last Jedi

The Last Jedi is creating waves – critics loved it, but fans are more divided than ever (note major spoiler alerts ahead). People have queued up to criticise the plot holes – Snoke’s early demise after so much hype; the seemingly pointless casino side-story; the strange morphing of Luke from perhaps the only male hero of the series to a crazy, spoilt fool, the poor humour, and so on (see a summary of fans’ biggest complaints). But I think the real reasons run deeper than all of this.

Most mainstream films comprise certain key threads, such as a world cloaked in meaning and purpose within a bigger story of good vs evil, or a hero who saves the day. If you are a Christian you might note that the narrative arc of so many films mirrors that which we see in the Christian worldview - the most epic Story of all, of creation, fall and redemption through Jesus Christ.

Christian or not, all of us have a worldview - a set of beliefs and assumptions that we use when interpreting the world around us. And it is when these fundamental assumptions come into conflict, or are exposed as inconsistent, that things get interesting. 

Here are three worldview themes that The Last Jedi has tampered with, and why they might affect how many have received this film.


1.       History 

Kylo Ren to Rey: ‘Let the past die; kill it if you have to. That’s the only way to become who you were meant to be’ and ‘We are weak when we need others, when we search for meaning in others…’

Yoda to Luke: ‘…look past a pile of old books…read them have you?...Wisdom they held, but nothing that girl Rey already possesses…’

A pervasive theme in The Last Jedi is that the past doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter who Rey’s parents were; it doesn’t matter what Luke did in the past; it doesn’t matter if the ancient Jedi texts are destroyed.

Why?

Because the past can restrict you. If the Force is only for the Jedi, then ‘ordinary mortals’ won’t grasp that they too can harness its power. If we are constrained by our genes, our biology, then we won’t live out our potential to grow beyond the shackles of the past.

Director Rian Johnson has ingeniously tapped into a central doctrine of our culture – that we are defined by what is inside us. Not by our lineage. Not by our ‘externally imposed’ gender identity. Not by oppressive religious structures or ancient texts.

And yet, deep down, there is a conflict at the heart of Star Wars. The build up to the back-story of Rey and of Snoke from The Force Awakens were cast aside with a few brandishes of a lightsaber. The tension in the cast (and now among fans) seems palpable. But why this tension? Because it mirrors our reality. Deep down we know that history does matter. Where we have come from is important. The Last Jedi goes against the Star Wars grain here. A pre-episode VIII Christianity Today article, commenting on how Lucas started with Episode IV rather than I, sums it up:

‘By dropping us into the middle of the action from the start, Lucas made us feel like more must be out there somewhere, languishing in some back closet, the untold story that might have something to do with us…There is something deeply religious about this tradition, this recovering of history—something we tend to forget, but that’s buried in our subconscious.
It seems to me that we live in a world more alive to religious questions than it has been in decades—but also one more stripped of historical memory. I wonder, perhaps, if the Star Wars saga, dropping us into the center of the story and then stringing the story along for decades in both our universe and theirs, reinvigorates in us the deeply religious need for a sense of belonging: not just to a group of the living, but to those who’ve come before us, and will come after.’ 

2.       Purpose

Kylo Ren to Rey – “You come from nothing…you have no place in this story…you are nothing. But not to me!”

The Last Jedi powerfully portrays how mere mortals can be the heroes. Rey’s parents are lowly junk scavengers. But it doesn’t matter - she can be special. She needs to learn to control and then reach out with her feelings to be all she wants to be.

This is again the wisdom of our age – you can do it! You have the power – in your home, phone, or even in your head. There is no such thing as an anointed hero. Just search for the hero inside yourself.

But again, there is tension here, and by the end even The Last Jedi can’t get away from the fact that perhaps Rey is a bit special after all, and that we long for heroes like her who will save the rest of us.

But why? Could it be because we are so rooted in a bigger story as outlined by the Christian worldview? A worldview that says we are somebody - created perfect, but disfigured and misguided. We have become, like Rey, as ‘nothing’ – nothing that would commend us as being worthy of special attention. But we have been called to a special purpose. Like Rey, we haven’t asked for this. But unlike Rey, our purpose isn’t contingent on what we DO, rather than what Jesus has DONE for us. 

3.       Reality

In Revenge of the Sith, one character says, "Only SIths (dark Jedi) deal in absolutes."
In Return of the Jedi, Obi-Wan states, “Many of the truths we cling to depend on our point of view.” Prior to this, he justifies a lie by stating, “What I told you was true, from a certain point of view.”

If the Force is all one, permeating everything, then there is no room for actual evil or actual good. Good and evil are part of the same whole, which means that ethics simply degenerate to relativism –no truth is absolute.

What is interesting is not that this worldview persists in The Last Jedi – it most certainly does – but that the reaction to it seems to be stronger, as if the tension between the two worldviews is at breaking point.

Whilst on board with Finn and Rose, Benicio del Toro’s character DJ explains why he deals with both The Resistance and The First Order - ‘Live free. Don’t join’ he says (and, being consistent, promptly betrays them when the price is right). He further justifies how arms dealers sold to ‘the bad guys and the good guys’, saying that good and evil are ‘made up words’.

It is perhaps the backdrop on which this is painted - the odious inhabitants and casino-lovers of Cantonica – which makes this most jarring. How can you stare such inequality and greed in the eye and say that good and evil are made up words?

The Last Jedi seems to be attempting to reject this Christian worldview. And yet it can’t avoid it, because the franchise’s entire premise rests on the reality of good and evil being real. We root for the oppressed victims - the Resistance fighters – longing for them to triumph over ‘dark side’. We urge Kylo Ren to ‘turn’ from dark to light. From evil to good.

Why does our knowledge of good and evil resonate so deeply within us? Why do we know deep down that DJ is wrong? Could it be because we are made in the image of a transcendent God who is the author of all things good? In a world where truth is relativized, it is in Jesus that we find the reality we are true wired for. 

Lessons from The Matrix

Of course, we see other Christian worldview concepts throughout Star Wars. Self-sacrifice. Hope. The oppressed obtaining final (but as-yet-unseen) vindication against the wicked oppressors.

Even more so, these concepts are nonsensical in the worldview framework offered by pantheism or Buddhism or Western Secular Individualism.
Why sacrifice yourself? 
How do we even define ‘good’ and why should we want to fight for it? 
If all is in ‘balance’, then will evil ever be destroyed?

The reaction to The Last Jedi vividly shows what happens when you play with what is so written on our hearts. We should take a warning from The Matrix trilogy which lost the fulcrum of the ‘chosen Saviour’. Instead it embraced a secular/pantheistic hybrid, with a rapidly deteriorating trilogy ending in real disappointment for so many (I still remember how I felt leaving the cinema after watching Revolutions).

Our place in the Story

As we watch films, we are often being invited to see our place in the story. Are we a world-wearied Luke, or on a journey of self-discovery like Rey? When we find ourselves pondering our place in the story of our lives, perhaps we might echo Rey’s statement when in the cave on Ahch-To: “I need someone to show me my place in all this.”
The gospel tells us that God came to do this very thing. He didn’t write a message about himself in the sky, give individual trances about himself or send down a book of wisdom. He himself came. Jesus walked on this earth so that humans can know God come to be with us. He died a gruesome death by crucifixion, but three days later he physically rose again. And now he says – “I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.”

The Christian worldview gives a consistent, comprehensive and satisfying explanation of where we came from, who we are, and what our place is in this world… But are we shaped and moulded by that worldview? Do we uncritically accept the worldviews presented in what we watch, listen to and think about? As we embrace Star Wars for its incredible story, let’s be prepared to identify and discuss what’s going on beneath the surface, because it might shape our reaction more than we realise.

Perhaps by playing with the formula, The Last Jedi has given us a helping hand in that direction.




Some articles which are excellent on Star Wars and Worldview:









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